I feel like during this whole
Pregnancy I have done pretty well with staying "normal".
Nothing too crazy concerning hormones. At the very beginning I cried more often but that slowly stopped.
As I begin my third trimester I feel like my emotions are on full throttle. Whether its me being happy and in a good mood or bawling hysterically and everything in between.
Chris and I have noticed i am lot more whiney lately, I want what I want and when I want it. For some reason lately it's been frazzles from the gas station.
I haven't really blamed the pregnancy for any hormone issues until today when Emotionally I hit a wall, it's pretty embarrassing so why not share it with the world.
Chris and I took a very lazy Sunday today. I'm talking neither of us even brushed our teeth till past noon. No one got dressed, we basically didnt move off the couch.
After finishing our third movie Chris started kissing me, I not being into it i shrugged it off. Jokingly Chris made the observation of me not being into it anymore because I'm preggie. (truth)
I just laughed and walked into the bedroom where I put on some.... Lingere.
I sat back on the couch and laid my head on Chris's chest. For some reason at that moment I realized how giant my Tummy is getting and how unattractive I really felt. Chris kissed me not knowing anything was wrong and I immediately burst into tears. Hysterically. I couldn't even explain why I was crying, Chris was laughing in confusion which made everything worse of course. Luckily I stopped long enough to explain my insanity and Chris assured me that I'm still beautiful. To him anyway. Looking back its pretty embarrassing but pretty funny.
I hope these hormones go away after the baby comes. i feel like a crazy person.
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